it was 5 in the morning when i decided not to sleep tonight, this morning, whichever it is. now, its bright now, and i've just had blueberry cereal and milk, while sitting at the table with the family. they were all surprised i was up at this time.

everyone had two questions for me this morning, and i mean EVERYONE in the house. AND it was the same two questions! 1. "haven't sleep ah?" my answer: "woke up already" 2. "didn't eat dinner ah? why so hungry?" my answer: "i ate, but now's breakfast time"

so only one of my answers is true, but it doesn't really matter. my point is, my entire family, including my ahma and ani, all look at me the same way, this noctornal, morning hating person who skips dinner? that is not a good thing! besides, i only skip dinner when i'm at home. somehow, when i'm home in front of the tv, at 7.30 (when drake and josh is showing), dinner isn't the first thing on my mind.

bottomline: i need to see my family more often. but how?

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happy lantern/mooncake festival everyone! or zhongqiujie. weird, i know the chinese but no the english. hmm.

only completed 1 out of 3 errands today. 1 more to run tomorrow, and the other, i'll just wait for daddy. (:

met jaclyn and marcus at laupasat, and joshua at chinatown. went to walk around a bit, then headed to pandan reservoir. we'd bought lanterns, candles and sparklers and such, but no one had a lighter. silly us. i watched DOA on the ipod.(: the place was beautiful. the water, the full moon, the lights at the other end of the reservoir and all. sweet.

i need a new phone or a camera, damn.

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song of last moment: my chemical romace; teenagers

see, mika can sing good songs. (:
i haven't ran any of the errands i was supposed to run toda. and its getting late. i'd better get started!

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out with jed today. caught no reservations. its one of those i don't mind watching again! (: had fun. met daddy afterwards, had dinner, talked. talked. (:

i love sarah she's the best there ever was! you are, sarah, the best!<3!

i got my timetable. its HORRIBLE. i start EVERYDAY at either 8 or 9! and i don't end early too, at 4, on thursdays 6! the module's we're taking, sound even more boring than the ones we took last sem! there's this one called global issues: singapore's perspective. wth. then there is creative arts, language arts, and speech training. which all sound alot better than global issues!

looks like its going to be pretty bad!

i'm going to have to go to bed soon too. long day at work tomorrow!/:

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so, i let daddy know. well, he asked. he asked!

ian came over in the morning, with his whole goth-kid getup. watched movies and youtube, until amos came home. three of us bussed to plaza sing, caught the invasion. its really not bad, i wonder if i'll survive if i will survive if my life depended on NOT sleeping./: bought amos his haivanas, got myself two basic topshop tops. money, money, money. i haven't gotten enough!

daddy picked us all and took us to the new grill place behind the foodpark, near my place. yes, in sunset way itself, good food! i had good steak, so worth daddy's money. (:

hurry back please. (:
not working tomorrow! whooo i love not working! tell me again why i started to work in the first place again? 1. i get money. 2. i had nothing better to do. 3. auntie maureen was desperate for help. right. work is a good thing. good. GOOD. (:

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going back to work tomorrow, i've had a nice long break! (: baby ryan's really cute, i got to carry him on his first month party on sunday. i've been spending a tonne of money. spent alot today, cabbing around. visited joshua, ben and xandra at the pet shop where they're working. i liked the cat there! i think its called oreo or something. black and white. really cute!

i'm been playing this game, http://www.miniclip.com/games/bloxorz/en/. i'm stuck at stage 28/33. if anyone manages to figure it out, i don't think you'll be able to explain to me how you did it, but i'd admire you for figuring it out.

wii's this new game thingie everyone's playing right? i think they'd make more money if they designed new ones specially for children. i mean, i see young children having the most fun playing with this thing.
i really like this one, he's so cute! less than 2 years old. the way he plays until he falls, and the laughs at himself, the way he say no more, at the end of the game. ((:

not as cute, but still, little kid, anyhow whacking.

has my point been proven yet?
bye boyfriend, have fun. (:

i guess i'm going to have to sleep soon or a won't be able to wake up on time tomorrow. i really don't feel like working anymore. i feel like just lazing around, watching movies, buying stuff, spending money. is there a possibility of there being something seriously wrong with me? /:

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HAPPY 70th BIRTHDAY AHMA! ((:
celebrated ahma's 70th birthday today, but her actual birthday is on monday. three generations of people = 5tables of people. not everyone was present, and my generation only consists of 10 people. so the two generations before mine is HUGE.
had a big dinner too! lets see, cold dish, shark's fin, roast pig, steamed fish, broccoli and scallop, cereal prawns, noodles, yam paste and cake. i am so going to get fat after tonight, but still, yum!(:

pictures!
here's 4 out of 5 tables mummy's brother&family
sabrina&daddy!
i miss you plenty! and will miss you more when you go away.
mummy's flying to boston tomorrow. ): going for baby's first month party tomorrow after church. so, its going to be a pretty long day for me.

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breakfast with sam this morning! (: had yakun at holland and walked for a bit. i bought me a new book! so that's going to keep me company for the next one day or so. I LOVE YOU SAMANTHA CHAN. she got an LG chocolate phone! it looks super stylish, so sam, and very fragile. but still, niceeeee.

rest of my day was spent working. there were two birthdays today, adam from playgroup '05 and anastasia from k2. i put up a pinata! but it wasn't one of those you whacked, it was one with many ribbons to pull on so the bottom of the pinata tears off and it starts raining candy. only half the candy rain came down, so i had to stick my arm up the bottom of a hello kitty to get the rest of it out its ass. /: this made the 6year olds squeal and laugh hysterically. so i had a tonne of blue's clues and cinderella cake, and plenty of candy as well today. not good at all.

pictures from CHARLOTTE's birthday:
the gorgeous birthday girl hugeass shades
LOVE

i get to sleep in tomorro! and i may not be working on monday ! see how it goes. (:

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HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CHARLOTTE!!<33!

i got my appetite back! i'm twice as hungry as i usually am today./: so i ate twice as much. went to work today, but instead of staying in the infant care centre today i was outside at with the preschool group. at least that's what i think they are called. they're the 2.5 to 3 years old group. and they're pretty fun. i liked the girl twins! i can't remember their names though. but they're so cute! they'd like do everything together, and did not want to do anything by themselves!

the second half of the day was spent in the student care, where i was doing maths! i still can remember my p4-sec1 math! (: and i found out today kumon teaches primary3 children algebra? i think that's a little early. that girl in the student care, she's smarter than me, and did her algebra questions so much quicker than i could!/:

and the guilt has set in, about spending so much cash yesterday. well, now that i see it it doesn't seem like a bought alot, but i did. i spent about 150bucks yesterday and today. damn.

shopping with charlotte and "esther" was goood. i think i kind of allowed myself to get whatever i wanted since i haven't shopped in a long time. (: when jaclyn got her money and joined us afterwards, she couldn't find anything she really liked. it always happens like that doesn't it?

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GASTRIC FLU./:

how perfect. i called daddy at 3 in the morning today. he came over and applied oil for me, got some meds and water for me and sat with me until i fell asleep, which wasn't until 2 hours later, because of the pain. i love my daddy!

i did absolutely nothing today except lying in bed and groaning. i couldn't eat anything as well. all i had today were a bowl of soup with a little rice inside, and a couple of ribena pastilles to suck on so i'd at least have abit of sugar in my blood. joshua came over for a visit in the late afternoon too, how sweet. (:

daddy brought me to the doctor afterward and got another tonne of meds and my blood report back. everything's normal, which means they still have no idea what's causing my rash. /: i seem quite healthy, according to the rest of my bloodwork. (:

i've got an mc for tomorrow, i have no idea what for, and i don't know if i'll be able to make it out of the house tomorrow. /: we'll have to wait and see, i guess.

mummy's leaving for some part of china tomorrow. have a safe trip mummy!

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY GODPA AND CHARMAINE!

its been a bad bad day. last few days haven't been too good either. i fell sick, i injured myself, and today, my mummy blew her top at me. apparenty, there were alot of unspoken rules that i have broken over the last couple of months? now i have a 10pm curfew on saturday nights.

the bruise on my head hurts, cos megan whacked it./: and ian went to press it really hard yesterday. my stomach's weird, my head's weird, i've been taking painkillers every once in awhile, the pills the doctor gave me to help me sleep doesn't even work! i feel like i'm going to die. wo zai fa leng han!
i got an email today that upsetted me.
my mum is just making things difficult for me, and i feel like i'm going to die. HSM2 and you, me and dupree and two different kinds of painkillers didn't even help!

i need to work tomorrow, and i feel like i'm going to die.

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OH YAY I WATCHED HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 2 TODAY! (:

there was this premiere thing, and great world today. freman happened to get tickets, and he doesn't even WATCH hsm. how unfair can life get huh, to all hsm fans who hasn't watched number2 yet. but i did get to watch it on big screen though, rather than on tv. (: with freman, joshua and ben. there were these 4 girls sitting behind us, who were, i'd say about 8 or 9. they were singing along to the songs they were playing before the movie started and trying to guess what songs they were when the songs started. i was ALOT better than them at guessing. but then again, i'm almost 10years older./: and some idiots were throwing popcorn at us from the back before the movie even started. see, even when ian is not around i still get hit by popcorn.-___-

from 3 kids to 4, then to 2. baby joshua went to taiwan with him mummy to visit some relatives. ): he's only two months old! can two month olds take planes? i don't think its too safe. and every other baby was sick in someway or another today. i'm not going to list out all that happened but it was pretty bad. i think i caught something from one of them, i'm down with sore throat and stuffy nose. /:

i think baby jiaxuan's mum is hot. her figure is so nice AND SLIM and she just gave birth seven months ago! she said it was breastfeeding that did it. cool!

ian sent me this. its really interesting.

wine + skates =?

i can sleep in late tomorrow morning! (((: for the first time, in a long time. (a week's a long time!)

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAIRUL!

i've got horrible eyebags! thanks to the last few nights of sleeping late and waking up early. but i asked for it, so i'm not allowed to complain.(:

i'm getting used to infant care. (: i'm less tired today and it seemed more fun. less crying and all. and baby joshua is still very cute! he was so smiley today! and when i was feeding him and he PRETENDED to sleep! two out of three times i fed him today he closed his eyes and then when i jiggled the bottle to get him to suck he just showed of his adorable toothless grin. (:

anyway these couple of days i've been meeting really asshole-ish strangers. today, the cab driver, didn't have change for my 50dollar note. so there was the posb near by, he said he was going to draw money, to give me my change. he came back and said "all you all idiot passengers only got big notes don't know how to say before getting on, see lah, you make me walk just to get money from you." wtf right. i didn't bother arguing with him, i regret that, but it was because i was late!

and then there was this man who was at the bus interchange while i was waiting for the bus home, he came, saw the queue, and just went to the doors there to wait, in front of everybody else. that's not all. while he was standing there,many pairs of eyes were already on him, because he cut our queue, and he burped like really loudly, not once, but once every 5 seconds! ALOT louder than jac, that loud. and so everyone was staring at him, and he picked his teeth, right there. how gross is that. oh, and he boarded the bus before anyone else did. imagine how many dirty looks he got when people came up the bus.

MIGHTY DUCKS IS ON TV! BYEEEEEEE!

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY AND ZOE!

so, second day. it wasn't as bad. a little girl threw up and a little boy wouldn't stop crying. and i had to stand most of the time carrying one child or another. that's as bad as it gets. another long day tomorrow./:

jaclyn went to have some fun. (:

i miss you, that's all.

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a tribute to mark steve's irwin's first death anniversary:

"i have the best daddy in the whole wide world."


people will be glad to know his daughter, is more than willing to continue where he left off.

i went to work today. well, helped out at auntie maureen's infant care centre. my goodness, the youngest kid there is named joshua and he's only 2 months old! why don't parents take care of their children anymore? i had fun, but its really tiring. the children there need 1to1 attention most of the time so it can get more busy than you'll expect. will be going back tomorrow. (:

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MY BIRTHDAY PICTURES.
in the lift after ratatouille outside cathay

charr you look really happy!

fish&co. at the glasshouse! (:

a big thankyou to everyone who made the day/night possible. love you all tonnes!